幸福不是必然的, 是给懂得珍惜和知足的人。。

2012-02-03T06:58:00.000-08:00

Lo hei at work!

Hi everyone!!

I just woke up after eating my medicine. After new year, everyone getting sick. plus the weather.. Alamak. Later gonna eat medinice and go to sleep again. I want to recover fast!

So....

How is everyone's new year? Collected alot of angbaos? I didnt collect alot of angbaos just like the previous years... but surprisingly angbaos of $10 / $20 getting more this year compared to $6/$8. So no doubt singaporeans all getting richer and richer. and money became smaller and smaller. Good, no good?

This year, im getting the first angbao from my eldest brother! Woots ! Haha. And next year, expecting from my second brother! When will be my turn? Im quite anxious to get married though. hahaha but not giving angbaos. So prolly a few more years.. This few days, ive been occupied by the newborn! Haha. not mine though. May mine come in another 2-3 years? hahah.

Babies are all cute la. Everyone should agree. And plus the naughty little two. The house gets nosier and nosier. But this kind of 'noise' means that the family is 幸福. Isnt it? Next time, my house also wanna be noisy too! Had hell lotsa fun with all the kids. From fetching them from school, playing, eating, and lastly i taught one of them to do homework!

Im likea housewife! Haha!

2012-01-22T19:38:00.000-08:00

Ive been in hiatus for almost a month!

Today is chinese new year! Yet another year awaiting. Hopefully a good one!

在新的一年，祝大家身体健康，凡事顺顺利利，赚多多钱!

Dont wish to talk about work in this post.

Shall share some shopping times with people.

Everywhere are just filled with people when festive seasons are round the lest it's chinese new year. Everyone hunting for new clothes, new shoes, new accessories, new bags, etc. . .

Well, this year for me. I dont have cny's feel. And till the last minute then i went to shop for my clothes and stuff. And when girls shop the last min, prolly they or rather I will buy without hesitation. Im sure everyone else is like that also.

Just like this. . . LOL. but shuang ah!

Shopping day 1 !

Shopping day 2!

A good kick start for the new year will be the warmest reunion dinner ive had. Just like every other year, i will have alot of places to go for reunion. This year, I went to bf's house. First year, and hopefully counting and counting. And then back to my house and daddy's place. I feel so blessed to have people like them as my family. I feel that reunion dinner is not an occasion where we asked everyone to come home just to eat. I feel that it's an occasion where we gather, we talk, we laugh, we share with the closest people in the world we ever have, our kin.

Not forgetting that we gamble too. Hehes.

And it touches deep down inside your heart when you see your dad, your mum, people who spent the whole day, the effort just to cook something for you. I gladly appreciate and is proud that i have these people in the world.

On the way to baby's place.

Bf's Sis :)

Only after reunion dinner, then i had the new year mood. Now 11:22am. My brother is shouting outside, "wake up everyone, new year, gong xi fa cai lo" hahahah. ok, i shall stop here. And get my ass to bath and prepare to welcome people to my house!

Enjoy your new year everyone! More angbaos! $$ :) Huat ah!

2012-01-01T01:02:00.000-08:00

Happy 2012 ~

So let everything be bygones.

~~Nothing left,~~ only pictures & memories

遗失的美好..

2011-12-28T04:43:00.000-08:00

Where are you ?

I dont know.

What are you doing ?

I dont know.

How are you ?

I dont know.

Been good ?

I dont know.

Been happier?

I dont know.

Got the life you've always wanted?

I dont know.

If one day i were to bump onto you on the streets, i would smile at you and let you know im happy this way. Cus that's the only gift i can give you after so much had happened.

所有错误从我这里落幕，别跟着我铭心刻骨。

2011-12-08T05:26:00.001-08:00

I am so so so exhausted now !

Been done with training since last week.

And for the first week of Dec back to the branch,

Im drained. All the energy gone.

Even if i recharge myself to sleep at night,

im definitely sure my battery level are not charged to even 70%.

Every day im just like a walking zombie ,

depending on redbulls and coffee to get me through the day.

This aint going to work man!

I NEED REST!

And it has been a week plus since i on my lappy! omg, that is unimaginable!

I used to camp in front of my lappy everyday for dramas, online shopping, etc.

And now, my life is just one word, BORING. No life!

So here I am trying to spice up abit of my life blogging, and doing some online shopping that I used to.

But hard earned money 'taste' better. Dont you agree?

Like when you earn money yourself, you have control of all your spendings.

And when you work like a dog and get paid at the end of every month, you feel satisfaction.

And that's me!

Time pass like very very fast for me, i guess for everyone too.

*except those idling their time away*

And it's gonna be my 3rd monthsary with my boyfriend!

At times, when work is cocked up and you feel really down and moody, you will need somebody there for you to listen to you and brighten up your day. I dont know for others, but definitely im somebody who needs to spill everything outta my heart and

TALK.

And certainly , he really make my day at my worst times.

*though he can be fcukedup at times, oopsyyy*

However, i do really miss all my girlfriends :'(

Its been so long since i met them.

It's been so long since i hang out with them.

Its been so long since i talk to them.

It's been so long since i laughed and enjoy with them.

It's been so long since i hug them !

E.T.C

All are kept up with work and their own life.

Unfortunately, we live in Singapore. That's the life of a Singaporean. But also, fortunately, we live in Singapore. We enjoy luxury comparing ourselves to alot other countries.

So give and take.

To be able to enjoy , you must endure. Right?

Oh shit, why am i writing grandmother stories? Okay, i shall get my ass to bath and turn in. Tmr's gonna be my first day of battle though it's a Friday.

New tasks assigned ! So i must be ready for challenge.

CIAOS all ~

My times with my boy! :)

2011-12-06T05:53:00.000-08:00

Went sourcing for my wedding dress.

Oops. Nah nah, wrong term.

LOL.

Went sourcing for a wedding dress to attend my brother's wedding !

Apparently, I had nothing on my mind. Dont know where to get, dont know what to wear.

And cousin sama sama with me. So we went sourcing together!

For a few days to different places!Bugis, Bedok, Suntec, Marina!

In the end, tried alot of shops, alot of clothes. And managed to get something which I dont really really love. But still okay. Cus by the time I tried the clothes and stuffs,

it got me really sian until i dont wanna choose.

Just try, okay then buy.

Haha. So just a short lil post about me and my cousin going out!

And pictures! Though never take picture of the one i bought! LOL. Cus i was really tired by the number of times i tried!

Tried out some working dress from DP. LOL. My mum says i look so old in the red dress ! LOL.

2011-11-26T01:41:00.001-08:00

UPDATING...

These two weeks ive been busy with my training. time passed like lightning during training. although everyday im complaining myself being sleepy and stuff. but time really pass very fast. And i have a good kaki to get me through my training ! hahahaha.

My good kaki ! :)

oh btw, my class only consists of four people. Yes and rather pathetic, the smallest class ever. However, small class have their our own advantages. Like, more attention to individuals so that the trainer can have more attention , earlier to finish class lessons, more break time and stuffs.

Everyday we will have tests and quizes at the end of the day to test us whether we have learnt anything throughout the day. and passing mark is 75/100 ! yes. its 75. hahaha. few more days , ill be having my exams and validation then ill return back to br. So hopefully, i clear all of them and get back to work on the right track.

Thats all about work !

Another part of my life, R/S

My delicious breakfast by boyfriend <3

hmmm, been going through insecurities asking and doubting myself.

But still, holding on and believing in who i choose.

Hopefully it didnt disappoint me.

Glad to say, So far, so good :)

2011-11-12T08:16:00.001-08:00

Great day with xuan xuan !!

Today baby came over to my crib early in the morning! And surprisingly i am wide awake on a sat afternoon at 10 plus. Cus previous night i slept at like 8plus so i woke up at 6 this morning. Everyone was busying in the morning already. When i woke up , my sister in law is going down to have her mac breakfast with my bro already. And when they came back, my bro washed his beloved fish tank and change water for his precious fishes. LOL.

Then in the afternoon, went to helen's place to visit xuan xuan and play mahjong ! Xuan xuan is really damn adorable! Baby used the word "fcuking* cute" hahaha. And in the night, we went to have dinner together! Super filling dinner ! OMG, after i finished the dinner , i can instantly feel my stomach bloating. Super full and cannot walk at that moment man! hahaha. but it's the quality time with my family together which makes me feel very happy !

cabbing to helen's place!

His all time fav expression!

He super like to give stupid face la!

2011-11-08T08:53:00.000-08:00

My DnD' !

Ill let pictures do most of the talking because not really much to talk about. A few things to mention though! The event was hell big ! Like caters to 5000 people! And it's my co's biggest ever dnd i guess! Food there was okay okay, scenery was superb, red wine not too bad and you will see everybody all dressed up for the event.

我最细心的听众。。

2011-11-06T00:08:00.000-07:00

You know when someone actually hears the smallest thing that you said, remembers it and do it for you, you will feel that "oh you actually meant somebody to him/her"...

Prolly is honeymoon period thats why the slightest thing that you ever mentioned get heard. I was kinda surprised that by mentioning that i love to eat a particular kind of biscuit/choco , the next day i will have it in my hands. It may be a very small thing but you will feel elated ! Thank you for letting me feel that i meant somebody.

Can honeymoon period dont end?

Indulging in this kind of love love feeling now...

So I started to have an additional 听众 who has been by my side for the past two mths. Be it to accompany me till dawn and next day straight go for work, pull me up and wipe my tears when i was down, kept quiet but drinking with me, blablablablabla. All these stuffs are rmbed deep right inside. So you dont need to feel that whatever i did is more than what i should do. Nobody should guage the limit. It's between us. And i really cherish it. and when things slowly started . . . . . i feel that you actually can be someone who is ready to go through everything with me. So thankyou.

Something which i quoted from my cousin's fb :

STAGE 1: 1-3 months = The Honeymoon Stage:
Everything seems perfect, both are happy and feeling “in love”. You share moments, dates, and just having fun with each other, sharing laughs and giggles. Its like nothing could stop you. Your feelings are infinite, and for once you're thinking ” This may work out.. ” and seems like nothing could go wrong. You spend hours getting ready before going out with this person.

I hope our stages are never ending.

I agreed only like half of the paragraph whereby i really feel that we keep sharing alot of laughters and stupid stuffs. Because everything is still so fresh. And freshness is the key that sparks off every relationship. This is what i think.

The other part for me is that something did went wrong for me and the other party , but i still think we might work out.. And also I dont get ready a few hours before going out with this person. hahahah. but i think he spend hours preparing before going out with me. Like that considered true or not? LOL.

Hmm.. Well, at this moment of time, i feel that i wanna just put everything aside and slowly find my comfy zone with him. And when i feel this way, Nobody & nothing could stop me unless im the only one thinking this way or when the guy chooses to let me go :)

You know, feelings always come strongly at the beginning of every relationship :)

Shopshopshop! <3

Drinkdrinkdrink!

Playplayplay! Look at the cute innocent face!

捣蛋的小瓜！

Lovelovelove!

2011-10-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

Shall blog for my birthday ! :)

So on the 26th Oct, ive turned 21. My 'happiest' birthday? Maybe. So on the day itself i dilly dally until like 4 plus until i went to prepare all the food and stuff. Waited for corliss to be back to help me. thankful that she's around cus without her , my food wouldnt be fried. lol. ok la. not that bad to have a sister in law like that.

So after preparing the food and stuff, we waited for my bro and cousin and headed for tdc where i had my celebration. Reached there around 7 plus in the evening. Was expecting all my friends to be late. But my managers were like the first few who reached. So paiseh. like nobody was at my celebration. hahahah. Slowly, friends came. And my night began ! It was very fun ! I was like walking here and there acting busy* OOPS* and drank with all my friends ! im so happy.

Thank you, all my family, gfs, good friends, colleagues for making my night! Thank you, for all the gifts and presence which i appreciate alot ! :)

I have alot of pictures, but i dare not post them. Cus i ended up drunk, crying and makeup gone case! lol. So no pictures for that day!

I kinda miss him now ;(

2011-10-15T07:44:00.000-07:00

Today is the 15th of the month! Went out to pray with my cousin for awhile and back home sleeping for like 2 hours before my bad headache subsides :(

And something shocking happened to me today! Haha. I was all worn out by work these days. Have no time for myself ! By the time i am home, i will just rot on my bed. I think everyday i will sleep before my hair even gets dry.

So today's a sat. Although i have to work, still . Something brightens my day totally. Yes, my ptbf did that. LOL. So apart from sending food every morning, he starts to cook. Am rather impressed by his doings though. Today's a special day for him i think ? LOL. First timer not bad already. So he is a chef, delivery man, post man, ptbf, and bla bla bla. ( *you dont read and start thinking what you told me after this ah) LOL.

Okay la. He totally brought me to heaven for awhile.

Thanks ptbf! Really appreciate all that you do like always.

Hopefully every 15th , i will go to heaven for awhile. Haha!

Thank you thank you thank you ! 831831831.

So i didnt know, we still have letters receiving from ppl in my era.

*OOPS* hahah. thanks la !

People see it as food, i see it as effort !

Thank you once again! <3

okay. done with my short lil post! CIAOS~

2011-10-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

Back to blog !

Ive started work for 4 days!

So far so good! HAHAHA! I wished that i pick things up asap so that i wont be like asking around. But i have really patient colleagues which i feel that it's a bliss. You might not get this kind of colleagues in the realistic society nowadays. You die your problem that kind. However, it's only day 4. Who knows? Hopefully they will stay as helpful for long! hahahs.

Started work for 4 days. 3 days are without sleep. Didnt manage to even catch like 10 hours of sleep in 3 days? omg. this is damn crazy. i was like a walking zombie last night. I had so many cups of coffee but it still didnt help. omg . Luckily im so much better today ! hahaha.

I wanna be stuck in work all day so that i will spend quality time in my life. Haha. And at the end of the month, hopefully it pays off.

Talking about the end of the month, i gonna turn 21st soon!! like in another two weeks plus? Omg, how should i celebrate it? I have been like thinking for very long. I dont know whether to throw a party and invite all my friends or should i go out with different group during different days. But i only have one day to celebrate. How should i plan?

And luckily my birthday this year falls on a public holiday *grinning* .
Haha. I celebrate deepavali together with my birthday ! LOL.

Well, I shall see to it like very soon ! Need to plan ahead!

I just managed to squeeze a lil time to visit my small lil two. I miss them and my god mummy also :( hahaha. now, here i am feeling real tired again. So i just gonna end here. And upload pictures! :)

I was browsing through my lil photos few days back and i found this and took this in my iphone! haha. My friends say i didnt look much different. Almost the same. LOL.

I was so cute back then! *bhb* ps ah ! LOL.

Something funny to share about !

I was really nervous on the Sunday night. I cannot get to sleep. And this idiot was making me laugh so hard i forgot all my work and just got over with the anxiety.

What happen was ........

*This was me when i was 6 if i didnt rmb wrongly.

And when this....

Becomes this......

You will know when i laughed so hard!

And i was like grinning to myself on the bus everywhere i go when i see this picture!

So i made his when he was young. F*cked up man?

Why are we so childish ! LOL. Super funny right?

I am so creative man ! LOL. fake lashes becomes eyebrows.

he's not my boyfriend ! but someone who is always there :)

So these are my lil cute two! Hahah. totally stress all gone when i see them !

开心的家人。。

2011-09-28T00:54:00.000-07:00

Shall update since i have uploaded the pictures from my iphone.

Went out with my family on a sat night. To tdc once again. hahaha. yes , my second home. So like 5 of us went that day. My two brothers, sister in law, cousin and me. Hell lotsa fun that night. Especially with my eldest brother around because he is full of crap.

He do stupid things which really leaves a great impact on me la. hahah. i believe to everyone also. He will like try to 模仿 some 明星 who appeared in variety shows. And you know variety shows are always full of laughter one. So tdc that night was filled with our laughter and craps.

Yea. Ill let picture do the talking since there's nothing much i can express in here. haha. It's really fun la. When you get to go out with family once in a blue moon, or whether have a good talk with them, you will feel very good!

My cousin, Sister inlaw, and me! <3

Yes, my 2nd brother with my nerdy specs!

My handsome brother who is full of crap! LOL.

我的爱情像一场戏。。

2011-09-27T06:05:00.000-07:00

最苦的 12/09/2011 已经过去了。

不堪回首的感情就快快放下。

希望我的甜蜜赶快降临。

These days , im being pampered like a princess. Wake up already got food delivered to my house downstairs , whether it is in the wee hours, or anytime. The food can actually be a simple beehoon breakfast with egg. But it still brings me happiness. This may be a small act. But im definitely appreciating all that youve done. Im actually enjoying your presence along la. Hmm, probably cus these two short weeks , really alot has happened. We have been through the impossible two weeks together. Whether other people will have alot of gossips, disagreement or whatsoever. I just got to say , they are not the ones being through these together. So if you are one of them who is reading this, then i shall say, if 'you' dont know. Then dont comment.

No rights to.

I hope the person who should see this see this and the person who shouldnt see this dont see this.

" I think maybe since you started with her, you havent been visiting my blog. But i still hope you see this. It's meant for clarification. I hope you give us a chance to hear our story and explaination. Though i know somebody is gonna get hurt here, definitely. I still apologise for the misunderstandings that ive caused if there's any. I dont want to see what i dreamt happen. I still wish you happiness with her. And i hope you do the same for me.

All the best to you, someone who was once deep inside my heart !

Tdc the other day :) all my drinking kakis.

This is just like he open his eyes. No difference one! hahahah !

2011-09-22T23:06:00.000-07:00

Back to update!

These few days had been rather fruitful. I really felt that I , 因祸得福.

This morning , results out. Ive been yearning so long for this day to come ! really ! Actually , my course coordinator had already hinted me that i do not need to worry for my results. But somehow, still have a little bit of uneasy-ness. Results out at 8am this morning. I know that if i log into nyp portal at that timing, the web will load like a snail. . . . . have to wait and wait. so i woke up at 10plus to check.

And surprisingly ! Ive cleared ALL my modules better than expected. All along, i had no confidence in one of my module which is cloud computing. Totally on the verge of failing kind. But i got a B ! hahah. If only all of my semester was like this, i wouldnt waste money and time. If you dont know, i already stayed for another sem to complete my diploma. Meaning i wasted half a year . When other people started work, i still have to juggle my school work and stuff which was really a tough sem for me to go through. No familiar faces, no really good friends and stuff... Yea. but still, i made it through!

Happy for myself!

Next , today im supposed to take out my stitches. Yes, but ive been feeling reluctant to go to the hospital since two hours ago. Kept occupying myself. Im scared. Scare of pain i guess? Oh god, nobody will know what im going through unless you have stitches on your face! Although it wasnt really a big wound over the face, but it is still painful :(

I really hope the person would compensate to all my sufferings :( And hopefully after i get my stitch off my face, i will be facing a new life. A new me. And new challenges for work.

The reason why i am extremely overjoyed when i get results is because

Getting my diploma = job secured over at a bank.

Getting my job = Money $$

Money $ = luxury , shopping

And most importantly, all these will not get me thinking of those irrelevant people and things which will badly affect my mood.

I really look forward to my new job, knowing new people and of course, continuing my life now.

These few days, my cousin had been accompanying me to eat, htht. Making me realise that love aint all. I have lovely people around me and i really appreciate that. .

*HTHT = heart to heart talk

Pictures we took :)) Actually there are alot more.

You know when girls camwhore, it's never ending.

We are happy 3 gfriends! <3

LOL. my cousin like i look like a bitch here man.

Then i told her yea man, im a bitch. Where not happy? lol.

blessing in disguise

2011-09-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

Already in hiatus for quite some time!

Recovering from my injurieS inside out.

Physical + mental torture.

And hopefully when i go to the hospital this friday, there is no infection on my wound and hopefully the scare will fade off over time :'(

For those who are concerned, thank you!

and i still can be here blogging it means im still doing great.

Just a lil accident few days ago. Having some stitch at my eye area, but still okay.

Dont need to worry !

Im actually trying to be very active in my social networks like fb, msn .

cus i dont want people to worry, but looks like the more i post on fb,

the more people get to know and get to worry.

*objectives not met*

Like what i post on facebook :

when you feel that the worst is coming to you , you will feel very f*-ed up.

but when the thought of little things people do to make you happy,

you will find the worst is actually blessing in disguise.

cus only then, you will realise the importance of people around you.

this is exactly how i feel now !

so thank you people who have always been there!

namely - angela ,brenda, ahyi, shaun, athens , nelson , lumin

and lastly the one who buys food for my every meal & takes great care of me recently :)

LOVE YOU ALL !

2011-08-27T14:47:00.000-07:00

It's 6am in the morning and here i am writting on the long awaited post!

My batam trip !

I went to Batam with V again last month, for the ...... 3rd time? Yea. *2D1N only*

This time round , we spend a night over at golden view batam. hmmm, comments about the hotel .. The hotel itself is not very attractive looking at the building itself. But the food inside is NAP! They have this outdoor catery which opens in the noon. So not meant for breakfast or supper in the midnight.

This dont even cost $30 in total!

I booked the trip from alldealsasia again. Hmm, all my trips were bought from there. This time round, the co-ordination is really no good. When we reached the hotel , rooms were not ready. And somemore , we missed the the ferry. Oops , not miss. It's that we were given the wrong information! Trip timings and procedures were sent to my email. And it states that the ferry is 1230 when it should be 1040. And it appears to me that having mistake with all the procedures are NORMAL, which it shouldnt !

So morning was already in a turn off mood.

And when we reached there , we had to wait for like an hour to check in ! And timing is already like ..... 4pm in the afternoon ? yea. shopping was cancelled. Because there are fixed schedules for shuttle bus out to the shopping mall. So while waiting for the check in , we went for paintball shooting and flying fox.

Was quite fun ! hahah. The flying fox spark off our mood a lil though. hehehe.

Our view from the room!

At night, we stayed in the hotel enjoying the food and tv. Although it sounds abit stupid but hahah. Yes, we did that ! At night , hungry again. And the driver from the hotel drove us to a roadside stall to fill our stomach. Food arent really clean which was expected, but it was darn delicious and superb cheap. One grilled fish cost like $2+ dollars? hahaha. can never get it in SG.

2nd day was filled with activities ,

Tried homemade kueh lapis. shopping, branded polos, seafood lunch as usual. Then at night headed for home. Had sakae sushi over at Vivo City. Haha.

<3 More trips to come!

Short & Sweet <3

2011-08-13T23:51:00.000-07:00

Pimple pimple on the nose!

hahahs! take ystd before going out!

That's probably the one with the better quality.

iPhone siao siao one. sometimes very clear , sometimes otherwise one.

But one thing obvious, my pimples lor. what else?

Back here blogging !

haha. have been out for the past week going,

" Dont stop, keep it moving' put your drinks up!

DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY,

LIVE YOUR LIFE AND STAY OUT ON THE FLOOR! "

haaha. i should stop these for the time being and be a good girl studying at home mugging for my upcoming paper. ONE PAPER! i should be able to cope it right? of course man! I really need to get it done and over with. So i promise myself i will spend time mugging. hehehe.

Well, and before the week ends, i still have a Sunday to be a lazy bum. hahah. im actually listening to all the past year's NDP songs. I think there's a post national day party below my house, and they are blasting their speakers. Every sunday, there's bound to have something which will wake me up and disturb my sleep! But today is not too bad lar, cus im like singing together with the music! haha. Those songs learnt from primary school, never forget man! haha.

"There was a time when people say that Singapore wont make it, BUT WE DID! "

hahah okay, enough of National Day's craze. Im going to eat good food already. Bye! CIAOs~

Oh yes! I promise to blog about my batam trip once again for the next post k.

(*~*)

2011-08-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

Went to have a short meetup with jj and shalyn!

I dont know why the camera quality is so jia lat at times.

Cus that's the only picture so bo bian. Hehe. She looks as sweet as ever!

Love you <3

2011-07-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

New haircut!

Ive been going for swimming & jogging these days !

I hope i can flab away my fats!

Created a group chat in whatsapp with the name 'Lose weight kakis'. Hahaha. So, ive been with my kakis, gf sy and cousin lm.

Swimming jogging singing and mahjong are all the things we do together.

Because we're kinda in the same situation with the same thoughts. Thus, we're getting closer together PLUS , WE HAVE THE TIME NOW!

PS: im not a les.

Sometimes when life gets super down, that's when you will bounce to get better. You realise that god is not going to give you a dead route. You will find your way out definitely.

The question will only and always be: "When"?

Because even if you know the way out, timing not right means you will not get out.

Well, my love life has been on a downfall since a few months back, but what ? Im still alive down here. It is not that i dont feel any pain , it is about controlling the pain. Ive been through breakup for a 4year-ed. I believe this 2year-ed will be fine as well. Im not good in managing love problems, but i can be a very good listening ear and give advice on what ive been through.

Im am not trying to be 潇洒 during breakups but 没有办法不放。

不然吃亏肯定是自已。

But somehow , paiseh for spreading the bad luck around. hahaha. People around me get the same stuffs. That's why there's this saying, "breakup is contagious." I do believe in it.

So dont get close to me when im down on luck. Hahah!

As of my age, *Im 21 this year*, love aint really important , now.

What matters most is money! When you have money, you have the say. When you dont have, then you must really work for it! I really want to work out a bettter life for me , perhaps people around me too. I dont want to come to every weekend which i have no money to do what i want/go out. That's not the life i want. So career is now the most important thing for me. Cus when you have career, you have money, when you have money then you can afford to find happiness. Im not trying to say to find someone you love you need money, NO. But to protect yourself , YES. Cus imma girl so i say this. I dont know if this applies for a man. They would probably need money to be able to spend on girls not more of protecting themselves. LOL.

I know im a little naggy for this post but all this are truthfully what im thinking now.

So , may tua pek gong grant me a smooth career which i believe will be starting soon.

Okay, enough of my grandmother stories. Just a little update! :)

At tpy's swimming pool yesterday!

An experience with New York Skin Solution & more!

2011-07-05T00:59:00.000-07:00

New York Skin Solution

Ive got lots to rant about !!!

Let's just start off with things happening on 2nd July which is the last weekend!

Well, everything should go fine but ... Read more!

It's my best gf advanced 21st birthday celebration over at Naumi Hotel. The hotel is not really big (not the rooms but the building) but it is still quite pretty.

Before i went for the party, i went to New York Skin Solution. I saw this promo over at sample store the other day and this hydrating treatment plus a trial kit only cost like $8 for first timer. So i went to try it out. I went to City Square outlet as it is near my house, walking distance only. Somemore after facial you wouldnt want to go to far places and then come home with bare naked face. I mean that's me la, cus not really used to it.

Before i went there , i already know and is aware that they will like sell me packages and stuff. I mean, that's their purpose of having promotion for first timers because they want to sell. I went there with heart that im not going to sign any of the packages cus they cost like .. ALOT. yea. After that, i had one of the staffs talking to me about the packages and all.

And still, i was firm enough to say No.

First, they will need you to fill up the form about yourself , eating habits and all. Then to the skin analysis( a before and after thing) then proceed for the treatment which is heaven. Okay, i admit that their services and treatment were tip top. You will feel very relaxed. And also , you can see visible results straight after the treatment. That's one of their motto i think. And my sister in law was saying that there are really differences when i reached home. So i reckoned it's true enough.

So the whole thing was like around two hour plus. Then when i come out , the same staff talked to me about package again. I said i would consider alot of times, but what i got was, " You wouldnt get this kind of price when you come the next time " . The same old line you will hear again and again , i believed. So i entertained and sat there thinking, should i or not?

(were in the midst of hesitating liao =

which means like gone case already, sure sign)

Then , after talking and talking, i was asked to place a deposit since i dont have so much cash at that moment. The packages was like $321 and above to about $2200? Yea. So the lowest is $321 , then i put a deposit of $50 and did the signing and all. And i step out of the shop. The moment i step out, i felt very cheated. Hmmm, not say they cheat me money. But is like i knew i will not go for the package. Because for $321 , you only go for 3 treatments. So it cost $100 + per one time treatment. I mean , if i was working . I think i sure sign and will not feel anything. But im still schoolling ! *Side note* When i was paying for the deposit i had prepared not to get back anything if i were to back off then.

But still, i paid. STUPID!

Well, that's the power of promoters.

So after i paid, the trial kit was given as promised. And plus this moisturizer, which has a price tag, $53.50. I gonna post the picture up later. So i was thinking i just treat it as i buy the product will do. Yea so that's about my facial experience.

Ps ah, my table is messy. So there, the trial kit and the bigger one is the moisturizer.

After that , went home to have my makeup on and headed for the party!

And there, a long night to talk about.

So im goonna stopp here until i got the pictures! :)

Oh! And im still comtemplating whether i should go and continue to package or forgo the deposit. !@#$ What you guys think ? :)

2011-06-16T03:02:00.000-07:00

It's been so long !

im back! im just too lazy to blog. Went to Batam the 2nd time on 4th June. Overall, the trip was enjoyable , the hotel was good, facilities was fabulous, everything went smoothly except for the last part which is very 扫兴。shall not talk about that.

Okay, i only went for 2 days . At first when i booked the trip, i didnt know it was a tour trip. i thought it was like my first trip like free and easy one. But it was still okay, the boarding timing for the ferry was like 9 in the morning. we reached there aroud 10 plus. But we did not head to the hotel straight, we went to alot of places like, the batik shop, factory outlet, sell coffee and those 土产 de place, had our seafood lunch but it was NO GOOD, then temple, batam city square, then back to the hotel. It was already 6 plus by then.

Then when we went back to the hotel then we went for steambath and jacuzzi and swimming. But one thing about their swimming pool. because it was kinda outdoor, so there are like dead flies in the pool. hahhah. but we sorta didnt bother about it and continue swimming cus we actually wanted to swim alot. hahah. okay.

The next day we went for a complimentary massage for 90 mins. Their skills are really good, and i was told like their pay there was like $1.50 per customer for 90 mins. OMG?! $1.50 ? they had to use so much strengths and all.

uploading the pictures! Back home!

My shopping!

Awesome dinner!

Cultural dance!

The man peeling coconut with his teeth ! Claps*

Cultural dance

The man jumped over this fire. Very good performance!

Alot of pictures taken over here.

The so not nice seafood lunch. i swear when i see crabs i will go drooling but , omg, they really taste awful.

2011-05-22T07:01:00.001-07:00

It's a wrong timing though. Havent been feeling well for the past few days after Wed i think. Keep coughing and doctor said that my airways over the throat area is infected. I couldnt sleep properly these nights. it's torturing.

but i still can look at computers, blog, fb, youtube like normal leh. just that i keep coughing in the midst of doing all these.

Okay, ive been looking at videos for all the past seasons of 星光大道。Of course starting with the recently hot topic of the latest season , 李佳微。I have no particular comments of her. But i do enjoy her singing everytime i listen to what she sings. Her range really, very big. Somehow i feel that her singing reminds me of 张惠妹。I think she is a fan of hers. cus quite alot of songs she sing is by 张惠妹 which i think quite suit her.

And why am i talking about all these? Cus next week, Sunday 29 May 2011 is the newly named 华人星光大道,'s audition is going to be held at City Square Mall. *hehe, very near my house*

李佳微 is coming to Singapore, the place where she got her audition, to sing and tell us about her singing experience and all. Read this from the web. I think i wanna go lor. Is like never join also nvm, go there listen those people singing, compare here and there.

So.. any goers with me? lol ;)

2011-05-22T06:19:00.000-07:00

Back here blogging after being in a hiatus for close 3 weeks.

Got to share something about my pulau ubin trip. Purchase this trip from deal.com.sg ! If you know, Deal has alot of trips and promotions going at wonderful price. My next Batam trip with my family next month is also bought there! Peeps, can go and take a look !

Hmm, overall for my trip - No expectations, thus no disappointment.

Place is rather cool for cycling. Alot of people go there and cycle. But one thing i must say! Remember to bring insect repellent. For goodness sake, i have been the mosquitoes food for a long day. i think my blood is very sweet. All mosquitoes come and *kiss* me. I am really scare of those bites, to think of it. It is very poisonous i suppose, cus when they bite, it's not itchy, it's PAINFUL! and they leave a hole in the wound. im not exaggerating. It really happened on me. i had like close to 15 bites for a few hours. how irritating can that be? Other than that, everything was still fine. I really need to compliment on their food ! It's really nice. i really didnt expect that kind of standard in that area! Food pictures up later!

Pulau Ubin, Here i Come!

Complimentary Breakfast!

This is one of the birds you see often while cycling. Very big though.

First activity was to go for fish spa! The fishes there are *horribly disgusting* because too fat for fish spa. Normally , when you go for fish spa in singapore, they are so tiny winy because Singaporeans are scare of them when they first tried.

This one is still okay, normal.

Next comes the pictures,

You'll definitely get disgusted by.

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At first i didnt dare to go in, but when your only 1/4 of your leg is in, the fishes came in swarms and you'll be stunned! This picture was when after i got used to the lil bites by them. then my whole leg was in!

And this was the place i get all my mosquito bites! That's really a turn off thinking back.

These are the marine fishes. The place where you can feed them with bread! It was night time when i did that! Really big!

After all these, here comes delicious dinner!

Drunken prawns!!

Sambal KangKong ! Must have.

Mee Goreng! Nice!

2011-05-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

Back here blogging ! Had spent my weekends over at Flash Bang V Flea Market at Singapore Flyers. Business was relatively good. But the weather was so humid for the both days. I was sweating all the way. *Normally i dont really sweat* So i must be damn smelly that day. hahah. But everything was worth it when you see results = money :) Although it isnt really alot but i really enjoyed this kinda of business. Most of my stocks went out of stock really quick. I was really elated to see the results. Im not boasting here but just sharing my happiness with every one who's reading.

Yea, and these few weeks , i have spent my time on my computer connecting with suppliers about supplies and all. Like for the whole 8-10 hours i can stare at my computer screen. No doubt that really, these days, we people have great reliance on IT nowadays. Without Internet, i guess it's really a big impact for everyone.

So after two days of hard work, i decided to go shopping since i haven been shopping for quite a while. Went to PS to buy my contact lenses ! And i saw a group of my ex colleagues. So surprised to see them! hahah.

My shopping !

2011-04-04T11:21:00.000-07:00

Vivien PERM-ed HER HAIR!

Two years back when perming hair is very 'trend', i already felt like perming. But i dont have the courage! People who know me, they know i die die dont want means dont want. Should say dun dare. And today i went to perm! It's outta my imagination. hahah. couldnt believe it but starting to. LOL. i didnt do big pretty curls like those you will see on magazines / jap girls kinda. i went to do small and medium curls instead. Only for one reason : because they last longer. of course i would want my hair to be as pretty as those on magazines but still, that's not realistic. you wouldnt want to spend perming your hair but it will only last one maybe one month ? Right? So nvm la, i look like auntie also okay. At least i tried a new look. I had quite an enjoyable day today! Time pass very very fast when i was in the salon. Prolly cus i was very excited and anxious about the outcome.

Guess who's my companion today? hahahaa. My cousin laa. Who else. This is not surprising as i always hang out with her. But what? SHE PERM HER HAIR TOGETHER WITH ME ALSO! hehehehehehehe. i was so happy. though can see she's not really satisfied with the result " but nvm la. Have a fresh new look, and you will get used to it very very soon!" (if she's reading) hahaha.

The joke of the day was that: While in the midst of doing our hair, we were damn hungry and we went down to the mac nearby to buy food. Our hair was like in those auntie use that kind of pink old curler & towel wrapping our head.And everyone was staring at us and probably laughing la. but seriously i think it's okay leh. i think like we're not the only one like that. then my cousin damn funny, she was so paiseh that she say " later got people post us on stomp! "

LOL Okay done blogging! Here is my few pictures inside my cam. Did most of the camwhoring in my cousin's iPhone. so only abit.

How ? Look older right? (i always look old , so nvm) But got nicer not? LOL. I myself think looks fresher lor.

Dont know why without flash the lighting is like that.

CURLING CURLING IN PROGRESS. My cousin's then mine.

2011-04-02T14:06:00.000-07:00

Im super random posting these pictures, i know. but i just felt that they're nice. no harming posting huh. hehehs. Shoulders very bare right? should have worn some necklace or something. this was taken before i went out. so .. yea.

no photoshop ! i totally love my camera's clarity although it's not those high end cam.

okay. done with showing my pictures.

These few days has been so so so busy for me. Im trying to rush my Collection #2 out ! iPhone4 Hello Kitty Case shipment reached me already! I've decided to launch it first because there was some delay for the photoshoot for my #2. Time now 05:10 a.m . Im still wide awake ! Doing my stuffs. I have been facing my computer for alot of hours everyday. It's time to get some rest. A short post for today.

If you're looking for iPhone cases , stay tuned @chicalook. There will be more designs coming in ! Not looking for them also nvm, just visit :D

I was busy drawing these with my cousin. Gonna use these for fleas.
Much credits goes to her :D

These are the designs i have for the time being. View them @ http://chicalook.livejournal.com/2290.html

2011-03-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

Chicalook launched its first collection! A mini collection to start off first. iPhone Hello Kitty hard cases and flip faux leather are on their way shipping here. I will launch that once they reached me! Stay tuned! Add/Like us on facebook. Log on to http://chicalook.livejournal.com/ now!

2011-03-22T22:15:00.000-07:00

HELLO everyone!

Had been busy with building my livejournal for my new blogshop. Stuffs to expect : iPhone cases, clothes, bags.

I haven really got into bags. But im liasing with my supplier for iPhone casings now. So, stay tuned! When everything's done, ill post in my blog for more!

Yesterday was really a tiring day for me! i bought my lil one out. Lol, if you didnt know what it means, i brought my god mummy's grandson out. Fetched him after school then to city square, eat pizzahut , play arcades, then walk walk. I feel like im the mummy bringing son out. lol. started to have a grip of how it feels. LOL. too early laaaaaaaa.

Pictures will be uploaded soon. The younger one was sleeping, so i only bought the elder one out. BUT after when the younger one woke up, it was chaos time! brought them to my house. and had a photo session with them and my cousin. lol. then at night ? what again? Mahjong laaa. hahaa. until i think like 3am!? hahaah. this is how my daily routine for the past week.

Focusing! lol!

Look at this naughty lil'

I like this picture!

I couldnt really take a good one with him! lol. he buay si diam one. running here and there. jumping on my bed, climbing on my shoulders, ETC.

<3>

2011-03-20T08:20:00.000-07:00

Just a little continuation of ystd post. Just got a few pictures from my cousin.

All my cousins! Mini 7s instax! :D

2011-03-19T10:03:00.000-07:00

Today was not my day :( Early noon i woke up , prepared to go for flea , flashbang 4 @ Singapore Flyers once again. In the midst of getting out of my house , it started to rain. So it was a little turn off already. and then by the time rain stopped i was utterly late. No cabs, and when i got onto the cab, another car horn the cab for stopping @ the place i stand -.-

No business, as the rain continued. And the whole day passed like that :(

Nvm , tmr's gonna be better! Right?

Ok, good night peeeps! Gonna upload some selfshots AGAIN! :) I love to camwhore! Who cares~~

All raw pictures ok, no photoshop.

I love this the most , just that the angle is too left.

i know i look damn fat here. But i post it up cus i was acting cute~~

Although my mouth looks abit sang-enk, but i still love this pic!

2011-03-15T00:18:00.001-07:00

Got some inspiration to blog. LOL. blogging beeds inspiration too. hahaha.

As i listened to my blog song, memories running back. "What are words if you dont really mean them when you say them? "

Im the culprit.

Had a memorable day ever since being through so much, so much. I sounded emo, i know. Sometimes , thinking back, is all this worth just because I want to 'play'. Till now, i know everything is fated to be. I need to go through all this to come to decisions. I missed the best man in the world.

I dont know what will happen next. But i hope everything goes well for me and you ;D

2011-03-06T03:03:00.001-08:00

Hello peeps!!

Current mood now : Bored, nothing to do so , here blogging. Actually im a bit tired. Think will take a good rest later.

Yesterday i went to Bukit Timah Plaza for performance. Crowd there wasnt really much. There is Sakura Fair 2011 selling healthy food there.. Woke up really early , and when i reached home in the afternoon, i went to sleep til like 7 plus, pm. Then prepared and went to attend SinYee's 21st!

Speaking of 21st, im turning 21st this year!!!! omg. time really flies. imma 20++ . But still, not time to settle down mainly cus i dont want to. still young aint it? hmm, hahaha. alot of people attended her birthday at downtown east. felt happy for her. i feel that her family are so supportive of her in whatever she does. and this directly reflects about people around me cus not everyone supports what i do. Whatever it is, i've come so far. Those who dont support me, fine. Don't support. BUT RMB, don't you stop me. cus im not letting anything or anyone to stop what im doing. Well, cus that's my life. I chose it.

Oh yes, i got in for this audition. If you guys have my facebook, go to my profile and like my photo alright ! thanks for the trouble to vote! :) greatly appreciated!!

Went to trim my hair recently and when i posted these pictures on my facebook, my classmates were all laughing at me :( lol.

Me and gf Brenda <3

2011-03-03T11:32:00.000-08:00

it's been so long since i last update. kinda lazy to update though. these few days have been filled up with programmes. ive been going to tdc, mahjonging like usual. and i cooked for my family again. like twice this week. it's sooooooo unbelievable. hahaha. but i really felt sense of satisfaction and excited-ness. i went to seng shiong to get my food at its freshest. hahaa. and my cousin helped me together with my god mummy to get the food and prepare for the food. I prepared steamed fish, brocoli with mushrooms , fried egg with prawn & abc soup ! :) pictures to show :) still learning!

2011-02-22T01:01:00.000-08:00

Im going C R A Z YYYYY.
EXAMS IN 23 hours time !
加油加油加油！

2011-02-20T23:24:00.000-08:00

you made me LMAO ! like seriously. hahahha. prolly a lil' lil' bit of i dunno? hahahah. but seriously towards you i have that kinda of friend or enemy kinda feeling. and this is just between a strand of hair. could hate you like now and welcome you in another min. hahaha. probably im still childish to have this kind of feeling but yet im staying truthful ! *Well, if you loved it so much then be it. Cus just a little advice for you is that , it kinda suck to my ears. hahaha.

Ok , done with my sarcasm.

just a lil joke of the day after i woke up and see this. hahaha.

Oh yes, attended V golf ladies card launch party ! nice! had a great night there! It's a kinda sport bar whereby you can play wii, dartboards, golf and have some alcohol to boost your high-ness in you, dance and bla bla bla. Located at brasbrasah area. Near one of the exits.

2011-02-16T02:24:00.000-08:00

It's been a while since i update.

im like having my study break. having a paper on the 23rd. alot of theories to remember. should start mugging lest too late. hmmm, nothing much to update , keep going out with cousin. should start dating my girlfriends out soon!!

but i went to meet my poly gf that day. had a great night! dinner then gf talks while walking to Sentosa with superb view of fountain , cruise, flowers, etc. AWESOME!

And some of the pictures i took with my cousin. hahaha. camwhore time!

All random!

Wrong mode. lol.

2011-02-03T07:57:00.000-08:00

CNY first day !

Today my house full of relatives. Cus my ah ma staying with me. then all relatives come my house to 拜年。Yesterday i was at my daddy's gambling all the way till morning. My 2 uncles were there too together with my bro. then we gamble gamble after prayers at 12. all the way till like 6 plus. hahahhaa. won a lil'. but bet was like kinda big. hahahah.

then woke up like around 1pm today. went to prepare all. and then people keep coming in. then all exchange oranges and say good stuffs. then steamboat like usual new year. keep eating and eating. hahaha. then went to my god mum house to 拜年 also. then also went to qiang's house. All like one block away from my home. Ahyi was there as well. hahaha. super bored i think. I super love my hair, makeup and dress today. Took damn alot of photos with my cousin. hehehes.. she's uploading them now.

On the other hand , im still worried about my project. so now im like trying to solve my error. this is really giving me headache. MONDAY IS PRESENTATION. i believe once i pass this, i will be soo relieved! but passing monday is a problem cus my project's not done! f* this module.

ok photo received. omg ! like 100 plus pictures in total !!!! :) goodness! hahha.

a bit first. hahaha. ps ah. damn 自恋. lol

2011-01-30T23:53:00.000-08:00

2011-01-27T06:50:00.000-08:00

It's been a couple of weeks since i blogged this little space of mine.

Well, i've been like busying with mahjong, spring cleaning and shopping!!! My house has been like tidied up only like today when mummy's off. My brother's room has been heavenly renovated. I wished i could turn my room into his or just turn my bedroom into everything pinkish. FYI, im a pink,hotpink and red #1 fan. Black and gold are my essentials. Yea, and talking about colors, my room is not in a good , nice color. I made a very wrong move in peeling off my old paint when i saw my brother's room. I thought i could be as diligent as him. but in the end, i failed after painting like one side of my room's wall. I don't have a kind assistant and diligence. So i gave up. now my room is like two walls white, and two walls pink. screw it.

Well, CNY's round the corner. Every shopping malls are so crowded cus even the person who least dress up needs to buy something lest any other people . I got myself like 3 dresses, 3 pairs of shoes. I still need to buy like a bag, and probably another set of clothings. and probably some accessories or just see if i have anything to buy. OH. and a few sets of bra and panties :x

* Just a lil perkup*

Today i met my pri school teacher who lives a floor above me. and then we were taking the lift. She was like asking if I'm married. cus she saw my mummy hanging the red red thing at the door. Then i was like , No @!#%$#@. Still got a long way to go. And told her it's my brother who recently got engaged. HHEHEHES. Burst into laughter man.

Lastly to end off, i googled some predictions for horse in the rabbit year. OH YES, im very superstitious, maybe because of genes. So if you aint a Horse, you could actually heck care the portion below.

Link i got my info from : http://www.aguidetoasia.com/rss/index.php?itemid=1291

And here it goes.

The Horse tend to be very lively characters and always love to be in the centre of attention. The Horse will likely to do well in their jobs as they are known to have many leadership qualities and are admired for their honesty and straightforward manner. The Horse will tend to have relationship problems with other as they can get angry easily and may say things that will hurt the feelings of those around them. The Horse love to have their own freedom and hate to be bound by regulations. The 2011 horse astrology predictions state that the Horse will have a good rabbit year because they thrive on challenges and are tireless workers. This spirit will allow them to achieve a great deal in the metal rabbit year.

The financial condition for the Horse in 2011 will be stable and the Horse loved to travel and visiting new places. The Horse take great pride to look presentable and will be attractive to others and will have many romances before finally settling down. What zodiac sign will be good partners for those who are born in the Year of the Horse? Which zodiac animal will be compatible in 2011 with the Horse? The Horse will do well with the Chinese zodiac animals namely the Dog, Goat, Tiger and Rooster but the Horse must stay away from the Ox. The Monkey and the Rat will not like the independent minded Horse. The only negative aspect of the Horse is that they can be very stubborn at times.

The Metal Horse who are born between 30th January 1930 and 16th February 1931 or between 27th January 1990 to 14th February 1991 are known to be bold and confident and will find the 2011 Year of the Rabbit to their liking. They like to solve complicated problems and hate outside interference in their affairs.

END.

HOW TRUE IS THIS ?? (~.~)

CIAOS~

2011-01-15T23:13:00.000-08:00

Today's Sunday !

My stomach has been upset from ystd till now. Don't know what's wrong. Now, due to no updates on drama, im kinda like rotting. Thinking of what to wear for CNY which is coming in like two weeks? damn fast. I gonna be 21 years old this year! omg.

When i was 16...... I........ had so much, so much happiness and bliss. Actually little daily stuffs happening triggers my memory alot. I reminisce about the past years.

NVM, shall not write any further. Wish you well. Being a lil emotional now.

2011-01-11T04:15:00.000-08:00

From the start of this week, hectic schedule's disturbing me again. Every sem , week 12 onwards, everyone will start chionging for projects,assignments and stuff. For this particular sem, lotsa assignments to do cus i think there's only one exam out of like 9 modules? yea.

And me?? Everyone knows, my programming sucks. yet im in IT course. hahaha. thanks goodness I have my peers to help me get through sem after sem. And it's always the top in my class. Nick. Would like to thank him specially for coming back to school to help us all with his clever brain. Don't know what's stored inside his brain, see the programming awhile can help to solve things already! And that's definitely not something i can easily do. So thank him and all who helped me !

Recently bought kinda lot of things. Like..... Bed, Bedsheets, Quilt Cover, Pillow. (which i rarely buy cus normally buy bedsheets when CNY's reaching. Today my bed came! My back has been hurting for two days already. Hopefully tonight can sleep better!

Friday, one of my project assignment gonna be due date. and yet i so feel like slping than to open my eclipse now ! yea and the weather is so cold these days. keep raining and raining and raining..
Alright enough ranting and has finised updating this lil space.

Before going out to shop the other day.

2011-01-04T01:40:00.000-08:00

New Hair Cut and Hair Dyed :)

Went to dye my hair ystd with my cousin. Her virign hair is finally dyed ! hahaha. went to cut my hair. now when i looked back at the pictures, i find that we really look alike. thus i changed the album's name in my fb. hahah. went shopping last night. didnt realise i bought so much things until my hands getting heavier. haha.

Actually today i needa meet my groupmates to discuss about project. But my menses came. So it was a really turn off to go anywhere. My cramps are like hell today. Cannot do without the medicine. So sorry mates that i didnt turn up today :x

Gotta few things on my mind to be completed :

Some personal decisions to make
Android assignment
InfoSecurity assignment
Project
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Holidays = assignments piling.

I shall go and touch up a bit on my assignments! CIAOS ~

2010-12-30T10:08:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone !

Im so happy today ! Know why? I cooked dinner for my family!

Chilli Crab ! Sweet Potato Leaves, Cabbage Soup ! Im seriously proud of myself. And of course, for first time cooking, credits not only mine. I have a wonderful god mummy , cousin, V, family to help me buy the stuffs from sheng siong, bring home and prepare,then cook . Wash also

My daddy was going like "Good !" hehehes. Then my brother, " wah, ah girl zhi eh ming kia bui pai jiat le" ( in hokkien meaning, like ah girl cook not bad eh)

Yea, im like boasting now. hehehehes.

My all time favourite. The small one came passing me the plastic saying, 姑姑，菜！
So so cute!

Chilli Crab!

2010-12-25T08:04:00.000-08:00

Only idiots do this ! My kaki-s at work ! :)

Back from work. Very tiring week ah !! Still got one more day to go !

Today's Christmas! And it's raining cats and dogs. So inconvenient to go anywhere. Today's work had little stuffs which perk my day. lol. with crazy company this is what you get. haha. But later in the night, some fucked up thing keeps me bothering. and this is no good. at least now i have my private space to thing of some stuffs and cool down. So give me space when i need space, give me time when i need time. sorry but im selfish.

NEVER RUSH YOURSELF TO SOLVE THINGS.
GIVE YOURSELF MORE TIME TO THINK THROUGH !

Some pictures taken during work today !
Look at the big big shoes worn by mascots ! ~~

Christmas present for everyone ! :))))

This super fat cat ! omg look at the body. looks super huggable ! <3

2010-12-24T19:18:00.000-08:00

A gift promised from last year !

HOHOHO ! Merry Christmas ! :)

It's Christmas again ! Didnt expect this year's christmas i was in the same place as last year. But only the company changed. Well, although it was only three of us. My cousin, My gf and me. We had lotsa fun ! and the whole hall was damn happening.They were like doing Line dancing? lol.

Went shopping ystd too ! will talk more about it. Thanks to all who send their wishes to me. you know who you are. Much appreciated ! hope you all had fun too ! :)

Running late for work. BRB. CIAOS ~

2010-12-14T09:54:00.000-08:00

H-E-L- LO-O-O-O-O PEOPLE !

Today i went to JB for awhile. Didnt really go there for shopping. Cus V needs to cancel his work permit and stuff. Then needa go custom. so might as well just go there have dinner and walk around. Didnt go school today. Was really ... Tired. Alot of things which needs to be done and yet im like procrastinating. And this is no good.

Some of the stuffs i bought online are here again ! It's kinda thrilling and exciting to see stuffs you've yearn for. Today, my masks, Mini Bb creams, samples came ! Cant wait to use them!

Went to have dinner at ... Forgot the name already. The black pepper chicken was kinda nice though..

Macaroni with cheese !

This two are the only thing i got in JB. Nothing much there. But things are a lil cheaper there. Things in Malaysia are cheaper but cus city square is just next to SG, so i guess things there aint that cheap also.

Love the blusher ! Gonna put them on tmr ! NEVER enough of make ups ! :)

This is the sample i got. Adonis Peeling Gel, not yet tried. but i guess it good stuffs. And they also sent me this complimentary facial as you can see ! gonna try it ! :)))))))

Tons of samples accumulating !

My 30-pieces sheet of masks !

My sample size bb cream. For touch-up when im out!

Eyeshadows palette! Colours are totally awesome :) Huge variety !
Maybe i should try using all colours and post the pictures up !

Ok, I gonna sleep now ! CIAOS~

2010-12-13T09:54:00.000-08:00

HOLIDAYS coming in a week's time. Alot of work gonna pile up. When i asked my mates about assignments. Omg.shit . B

Both weekends mahjong with V and cousin <3

Today i went to school like for nothing. with my lappy somemore. i had class at 3pm. and should end at 5pm. I thought like today need to do project and all. When i reached class, i just did the feedback for this sem's modules. and that's it. OMFG. Too bad i cant skip. my attendance like all knows, it's already falling below 86%. on the verge already. I wanna faster graduate!

Over the weekends, went to work. Boring shit. Still having the christmas workshop. Next week will be the last week. and then back to Open Doors Flea Market in Orchard Central. And me? Back to popcorns. I really dont know if i should consider myself lucky. Cus to me, giving flyer is a lil hard to pass time and popcorn and candy floss machine needs to be washed at the end of the day. It's quite taxing and somemore when it comes to the cleaners in the toilet. They also give us this look implying that they super dun like us to use the basins to wash the machines. Then we really have no choice. cus there isnt any specific location for us to clean our stuffs.

2010-12-09T07:13:00.000-08:00

Today is a Happy Day !

I received alot of stuffs i bought online. Basically my bb creams, toners+moisturizers, samples of products from thesamplestore and my cash book ! :) still got a few item haven't come. waiting~'

This is the hydrating fluid I thumbs up for. It's a 3 in 1 product. Toner+moisturizer+lotion.

This is the Absolute Total BB Cream not yet in SG :) Two thumbs up ! lol.

These are the samples given from thesamplestore. Too bad cant see the white one on the top.
It's very very good. it's a kinda toner and moisturizing lotion. i cant find the package already. lol. but it's very soft to skin when applying. can feel very refreshed , im serious :)

Come back to see more reviews on other products ! CIAOS !~

2010-12-08T09:16:00.000-08:00

Ok YES. everyday i gonna say im supposed to do this do that, but yet im doing otherwise.

But anyway, im having an InfoSecurity quiz up tmr -15%. i guess i will seriously flung it. but nope, i looking through it like before i blogged this post. and will look through again after i blogged. Actually it is just a very random post which i feel like expressing myself.

Here it goes :

Suddenly i have these thoughts while i was bathing.

I have so many friends. Yea , i do have alot of friends. I mean sometimes i really felt relieved. But to come down and think of it, i have no friends.

Sounds contradicting huh. What i wanna mean here is that i have alot of acquaintances, hibye friends, good friends, best friends, girlfriends, and so on... but when i really need them, Who really will be there?

I used to think , yea.my gfs are always here for me. and they are. but at times, when i felt really down, nobody's standing right beside me. Because people are busy with their own lifes. And that im busy with my life too ! So, who's timing can be so nice that it falls on the time when i felt down right? So i guess is a timing problem cus i have absolute faith in my Gfs, they will be there :)

So i told myself, i must learn how to face problems individually. I guess it's part of life now. You, i mean me , must adapt to blablabla blablabla...........

Boyfriend plays a very important role in all the girls in the world. For majority of the girls, they will spent most of my time with their boyfriend. so friends kinda get neglected somehow. So friends in these kind of 'shoe' would of course dun wan their friends to treat them this way. But when quarrelling with bf, friends are always the one who stand out.

So the question is

Friends Or Boyfriend ?

*when im done with bathing, i still couldnt get an answer cus both are important to me. I guess is which is your priority. i guess alot around me including myself have this problem before.

It isnt a problem for me now. i meant now. Yea, maybe used to have before.

That's about it for my random post. CIAOS ~

2010-12-06T03:16:00.000-08:00

Ok , im supposed to like prepare for my presentation tmr. And my UI is not done yet. Now, im busy drama-ing, blogging, fb-ing, online shopping,etc. In all, multi tasking. and is 20:28 now!

Shit, ok .

Today I had a very unpleasant trip to school in bus. Like usual 851 to yck. and then that timing always alot of elderly heading to yishun one. So i was being cramped. but that's not the unpleasant part. Seats are all occupied by elderly and only one EXCEPTIONAL seat is occupied by this teenager who totally have no heart. She sat down in a priority seat with her dad i suppose. and some of the 'ahma' are alread complaining saying that she should give the seat up and that they stood for long time already. Guess what? OMFG, she replied "also not i want to sit this kind of seat, i just want to accompany my dad." Thinking of this makes me boil like seriously. DAMN DAMN inconsiderate. Dunno how to describe her. and her dad still supports her by saying in MRT, also nobody will give up the seat to you so there's no difference between priority seat or normal seat(speaking in chinese). I was so annoyed with her "she is so right" that kind of tone and mentality. Im not trying to sound nice , be nice here. But she freaking hell spoil my mood. and she didnt stop complaining. she still like talk back to the auntie. and then i cannot tahan already. she's just right infront of me btw. So i just tell her, if you dun want to sit this seat, then dun complain and let others sit. Seriously i did that. She's like my age kinda. or maybe like in secondary school that kind. omg.no brains.

I should have taken a picture of her and post it up to stomp. !@#$%

Ok, that's about it today.

2010-12-02T08:21:00.000-08:00

I dont know what to do now.

So well, just wanna share something with you guys.

Today was really a busy day for me at work. So im feeling really lethargic now. But i know I cant sleep. My mood now totally is gone case-d.

The video cant seem to load. Nvm.

Link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B72lQLJqY6w&feature=related

2010-11-23T03:45:00.001-08:00

Selling Post ;)

Hello Peeps !

I have a few bottles of Skin79 Pink BB Cream. So just wanna see if there's people who wants to buy. All brand new with seal with box. Sold 2 , now left one pink, one gold for grabs.

Skin79 BB Cream.A Must-have. Im sure alot of people know about this. Watson's retailing for $36.90. Will only give much better price $ for interested buyers. Because i have few bottles left from my blogshop last time. It's the one Jolin Tsai endorsed (代言).

Description
40g
Whitening
UV Protection SPF25 PA++
Matt Finish

EFFECTS
Extremely popular in Korea and gaining popularity in Taiwan and Singapore, this BB cream was originally prescribed to soothe and promote healing of the skin after laser treatments. Now, it is repackaged to replace the liquid foundation with the original capabilities of the BB cream, as well as provide whitening and UV protection (SPF25 PA++).

PINK contains Phyto Complex ingredient which is good for skin moisturizing and soothing makes your skin always moist and healthy.
Hence PINK is suitable for oily/combination skin or those prone to clogged pores.

Only those very interested in buying it, send an email to me at miissygal_viien@Hotmail.com

Real Product taken.

2010-11-22T04:31:00.000-08:00

hmmm, it's been a few days since i blogged. Started work last week for MDS. like normal retail place. So far i have only worked with one colleague. She is very nice. Happy to work with her. Hope to have more and more good working partners!

Well, over the weekends working for ape. I had a fun weekend ! For these few weeks i will have workshops over at Orchard Central. Christmas is coming, Oc is having a few workshop for a few weeks to Christmas. Im attending to the stall making Ginger Bread House. There are still a few workshops. Marshmallows painting, Christmas Cards making, Sewing your own bears, etc. Come down Orchard Central to look for me. Sat and Sun afternoon =D

A few pictures taken :)

Cousin and me during work :D

Rebecca sweets and me ! :D

These two girls are really gorgeous. They are angmoh mixed with japanese. Damn pretty ! next time sure are guy's grab. U see like they are really normal little girls. but real life omg, they really damn cute. One of them have light gray's eyes. Awesome !!!!

This is the star i do from christmas card making. i hung it in my room already :)

This is the ginger bread house i made !! Yummy !

My stall :)

2010-11-11T00:16:00.000-08:00

Oh yes, and i mentioned about going to museum in my previous post !

I had this mandatory trip to museum for my National Education. Yes, last year of my poly, i had to go for NE. lol.

I had fun there though. together with my classmates !

Let pictures do the blogging. On a side note *my face is damn round !* for all the pictures, i meant all.

*thanks hisham for all the photos ! CHEERS ^^

2010-11-10T23:41:00.000-08:00

People ! back for updates !

A few things to share today ! For the past week, i've been spending like a bomb. Couldnt resist shopping. Maybe i stop myself from shopping for quite some time already, that's why when i had money. i just spend like water flow.

*Wink-Wink* Bought myself a wallet, handbag, countless clothes (shirt, crop top, cardigan,sweater, high-waisted skirt, dress) almost everything a girl can buy. $ Few hundreds fly $ ~ but i was extremely delighted to see all these stuffs lying on my bed now. Of course im not the only one who did all the shopping alone. V bought himself wallet also. and we choose the design for very longggg. Lol.

Other than shopping, of course i need to find money to shop. Have been diligently looking for part time on weekdays. As i'm already working on weekend. So went to find ahyi after going to museum for my national education trip. i'll post on that later* wandering in PS. and went into this shop and ask for part time as they're hiring. and guess what ? i'm starting work next tues ! :) pretty excited. meaning i will be very busy ! schooling + 2 part time job at the same time ! never tried before. my friends were like going " vien, you desperately in need of money ah?" lols. YES ! if not how i do my shopping !

Alright ! pictures again! Went to meet with my dearest wanni and HP friends on deepavali ! Chill and relax ! A very cool place near Vivo ! :)

2010-11-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

I believe alot of peeps out there have been reading the news about Darren Ng Wei Jie. I came across the headline at newpaper ystd. It was really shocking. He was so young. R.I.P, Darren. I dont know this guy. But i felt sad for the family and his loved ones. Hope that justice will be done to the victim and the family.

Source : http://http//sg.yfittopostblog.com/2010/11/03/three-men-charged-for-downtown-east-murder/

2010-10-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

Hello peeps !

hmm, im feeling so empty now ! hmmm, dunno how to describe this feeling also. maybe time table's too slack for me to think of those unnecessary stuffs. hmmm, first of all .
I thank everyone who made an effort to text me, post on my fb wall, and those who celebrated my birthday for me !

I was so touched. over 100+ ppl wished me on fb. actually i wasnt feeling very great on my bd which is unusual. but when i saw all those ppl who post on my wall. it actually made my day. On the actual day itself, i was just at home. spending my day home, drinking , watching drama. i didnt really expect this. i thought it would be a day i went crazy. but this feeling is very special. i get to sort alot of thoughts out. and calm myself down. i guess i had a very good time myself.

I still had a celebration though. over the weekends. i had an enjoyable celebration too! thanks all.

Loves this picture ! Me and jo in school before going out !

we celebrated our bf together ! :) JJ and me !

Actually my mind was in a blank ! lol.

Camwhoring with hisham's cam !

Group picture !

Group picture with balloons ! lols

The girls ! :)

The guys ! :)

Terence's sis and me ! :)

Me, Eileen and Qianling :)

Credits to jo ! LOL :)

Look who's drunk ! LOL.

2010-10-19T02:29:00.001-07:00

Hello !

Back for updates ! Today's school was short. 10-12 . There's this lecture at 4. so yes, 4hours break. This is not going to be ok for the whole of 17 weeks. So i went to request for another GS module. And my teacher was really helpful. She helped me to see what's available for me and slotted me in. I guess this sem is the most 合心意timetable. lol. Thanks Ms Tay!

This few days, i have been looking at coach wristlets. And since bd's coming, gonna have it as my first pressie this year ! But i cannot decide on the choice. Totally love all.

The gold one i super love. but alot of prices OOS. If you happen to know any which sells at reasonable price , pls leave a comment in cbox !! :)

Actually pink one also not bad. See how lor.

All pictures from coach*

Which do you think is nicer?

2010-10-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps !

Dead tired now, yet still blogging. Having a minor headache. A lil heavy hearted. hmm, mood isnt that great. but well, it's still not worst.

Hmm, today's my lunar birthday ! So , happy lunar birthday to myself. Mum bought me to temple to pray early this morning. So i kinda woke up at 7 plus am. reached home at around 9. Caught a fast two hour rest till 11+ to get ready for work ! So you could imagine how shag i was feeling during work. but fortunately, there were idiots making my day. So.... yea.

Work was rather busy today ! because we were giving popcorns for free. so kids come to ask for them. and we were selling candy floss too. For myself, i wasnt really into F&B when i was looking for job. and now i ended up selling food. ahah. i wasnt doing the popcorn side initially. but my in charge put me there so no choice. We made STRAWBERRY POPCORNS Today ! how does it sound ? it was rather tasty. my hands were like taking one after one. hahahs.

Sunday

Rebecca sweet was joining me to mend the booth for the popcorn. and this week was rose popcorn . sounds weird but it's freaking nice!! Everything was so fun except the washing part. The washing part takes near up to like 45 mins for both the machines . omg. and we need to scrub the sweet sweet stuff away , it's hell. hate that. other than that , work's still fun ! :)

Went to eat with cousin after work

Rebecca sweet with the dunno what.

2010-10-12T00:11:00.000-07:00

Over the weekends, like usual . Been busy with work. but this week, for work , rather slack. Sat after work, had family dinner at Ah Yong's. Damn nice, we had chilli crab, crab tang hoon, cuttlefish kangkong, curryfish head & SALAD PRAWN ! all damn nice. hehes.

Tmr Im going to meet my course manager. I'm abit nervous. I scare I dont know how to react when ask question. Hope i can pass through..

A lil pictures.

2010-10-02T00:22:00.000-07:00

Hello ! back for updates.

've been down lately. but good things always come after! ystd was 1st Oct, a day i will never forget for the past years. now people have change, things change, date to rmb also changes. but whatever it is, may it be a good start. i hope you well. you hope me well. i guess that's the best gift we could give each other already.

Well !!!! Today 2nd oct ! MY BROTHER's ROM DATE ! :) everything went fine ! Ystd went to meet gfs till late so was a lil tired this morning. eldest bro woke me at around 8am. everybody got ready. and so were the leads. early in the morning, preparing. *my eldest brother wife-to-be's a make-up artist. So my sister in law got her to do her makeup ! btw, if you all got any friends or relatives who is looking for makeup artist for occasions, feel free to leave a message on my cbox. Results are thumbsup so no worries. Mum was like doing her hair also. Even ah ma went to perm her hair ystd. haha. So you could like imagine how rush the whole house was in the morning ! As for dear & me , we were rather the most relax one. haha. ystd ironed the clothes already so this morning was just like the normal routine for going out. just that attire is more formal.

Headed to Mandarin Oriental Hotel after that . Solemnisation was held there. Met Corliss's family and all. And heard a good news spread around for Helen & Xiong. CONGRATS TO ALL !

Photos up soon !!!

My handsome brother and her pretty wife ;)

Helen & Me :)

sister in law and me :)

eldest bro and me ! i look more like him cus we're fat !

2010-09-26T17:30:00.000-07:00

Woah, last weekend was hectic. Was working for the Oktobier fest. Had lotsa fun also.

Guess what everyone ? it's 08:34 am on a Monday's morning. and i'm up. was hell tired but i cant get to sleep . shity stuffs happened since last night. sometimes, you need people to do fucked up stuff to make you angry, do sweet stuffs to make you smile, irritating stuffs but you're actually enjoying it, to spice up your life huh. hmmm, for me, i had some feelings i never had before. it's a kind of feeling you get hurt but you cant express? i dunno how to express in words also. when you think somebody's gone, he/she might still be there & when you think he/she is not gone, actually he/she left you long time ago, you didnt even realise. things happen in mins. and during this fucked up moment. im blessed to have a gf who comes out in the midnight to accompany me drink and chill. and for like only 2 hours, i wanted to go home cus i felt really worn out and she's totally fine with it. and she's my long time gf ! :) thanks ah yi :)

im going to watch dramas already. i dunno how many more hours i still can tahan. but i cant get to sleep. anyone to offer me sleeping pills ?

Some pictures during work.

2010-09-20T23:35:00.000-07:00

Over the weekends, i was busy with work. over at orchard area in the afternoon. If you are at orchard, you will see 1 mascot - open doors + flyer girls and 3 alfro-head spastic looking guys parading at orchard central . and posing for people to take photos. and yes, im one of the flyer girls. i was working there for like 5 hours. my cousin was there walking with me as well :) yeah, then went back home with cousin and mahjong till morning with dear cousin and sinyee. Ordered mac breakfast !! :) was damn shag.

And on sunday, while i was working, i'm being approached by this Royal Artiste Management or something/ or rather Royal International Group whereby they give package and course for people to learn and apply. AFter i worked, i went to meet up with those people to tell me more about the course. that's why i know so much. you all can go facebook check their website also. it tempted me somehow. but still in the midst of deciding. What you all think ? there are some doubts though definitely but they seemed .... REAL. haha. they took part in alot of events shown on their website. some even on tv. liasing with media corp and all.

cousin and me. yes i know. my cheeks are fat ;) but i love them !

2010-09-17T00:19:00.000-07:00

Met up with gf brenda on wed. haha. like what i post on fb : " awesome night = miserable hangover " . haha. Went to tdc. so long since i go there ! didnt plan to go drinking, i just wanted to go and chill. haha. then dunno why also. one jug after another. and blabla bla. it' been very long since i drink actualy. haha. and got drunk. i was drunk ! and the worst thing is i fell down. i think i fell down twice. once at home once at tdc. hands got scratched. and my knee got this green/purple blue black. damn big. haha. next morning when i woke up , then i realise. omg. hahas.

2010-09-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

I am back in HP to repair my com. alot of problems but engineers are helping me. Thank god* I am abit stress now though. i feel so bad.

Anyway ill be working inside Orchard Central for the next few weeks i guess. but only weekends. Kinda good pay. As in easy cash i guess. but only like 5 hours/day. time past kinda fast yesterday. for the last two hours. was just playing with kids there , accompanying and helping them make their lanterns. crowd wasnt alot.

And i heard there's a beer fest going on .

Free beer for all tertiary students >18years old. So polymates, go down to orchard central for free beer. i think it's on the 25th & 26th of sept. do ask all your friends down. Ill most prolly be there as well :)

Was working with rebecca sweets :)

2010-09-03T00:25:00.000-07:00

i was playing with heng baby ystd.

he's damn cute cute cute !!! hahas.

2010-08-29T22:15:00.000-07:00

Was working for the last event for ASS at orchard central again. it was a damn tiring one. We got to do extra work compared to the previous days. Got to get people to sms in , bring people directly up to outlet to enjoy special promotions. Which is why if you received text from me saying all the promo stuffs. this is the reason. After work, was dead tired already though it was only a 3hour roaming around OC. And yes, taking pictures are part of the job...

After work, had dinner with v and met my girlfriends. walked to PS and slack awhile there. until i bth then went home at around 11.

Good food after work ! i earned like 45 and i spent like 41 on this. but filling and damn nice . worth my tired-ness.

This was taken at tpy interchange with another group of girls that day.

Getting ready to work at 730 AM !!!! omg. i dont even wake up for school this early.

2010-08-24T23:37:00.001-07:00

Have been like meeting my cousin for the past few days. and guess what? mahjong at home . till mid night !! for a continuous of like 3-4 days. and maybe today also ! how sian can my life be. but that day went out with her for a while. like went to OG and buy something and went back home. damn sian. i need to get out. bugis v has been renovating. business wasnt really good. street was kinda quiet. maybe because of 7th month also.

Anyway eyes have been recovering which is a good good thing.

2010-08-22T22:57:00.000-07:00

ANNOUCED HOLIDAYS !!!

YEAP , and i'm done and over with FYP. next come study sems in two months' time before i graduate. i hope i dun retake any modules.

PLEASE I CANT AFFORD TO FAIL ANY OF THEM !

I had this event job for Asian Skin Solution, was roaming in Orchard in bath robes and black masks. Kinda fun also. but very paiseh. cus people will give you one awkward look. But one lucky thing is nobody will be able to recognise you also ! hahas :)

2010-08-18T01:31:00.000-07:00

It's been like two weeks plus since i last blogged. Currently in a switch off mood. Today was hell, well , so far. Im in school now. Had my final year presentation this morning. I wanted / planned to wake up at 545 am and reach school by 7am. And what? I couldnt wake up and i only open my eyes when i heard my phone vibrationS at 0816 AM ! damn crazy. My last UI wasnt done. Had some image problem. With some of the other features not up due to some bug. Which was why i wanted to wake up at 7. Thanks to Nick who kept spamming my phone in the morning. He's my saviour! i think for the whole of my FYP. Really grateful to him. He was already in school when i woke up. He wasnt suppose to come but yet he came to help me so early ;)

Worst thing, didnt have any cab in sight. and there were like few people waiting for cab along the road. I walked all the way to Little India. By then, it was already like 850? and my presentation starts at 9 sharp. Was damn worried. Rushed up to the room. and my independent markers and supervisor were already seated. And i was rushing into the room and went 'sorry sorry, last min my program doesnt work' . Then independent marker was a killer. shant elaborate but all kena.

BRB. supervisor got to see me. SHIT. brb till im at home.

YES BACK, i've been asked to write a letter to explain issue about my attendance. OK, but anyway. END OF FYP ! :)))))

2010-08-01T01:01:00.000-07:00

I went to ECP last night ! everything was rushing back into my mind. the place, the moments, the people around me who is connected with him. And along ECP, the ferris wheel you would wake me up to see even if i dozed off in your car when i fall asleep. omfg. sounds so much ah, but so what? memories always there. i dun wish anything further to spoil them. shall stay it as beautiful as it seems.

BUT BUT BUT ! i was enjoying myself too with all the staffs and ex colleagues. when playing the games, we took the sexiest and funniest videos ever. ahaha. nothing much to talk about ystd. chill , chatting, cycling abit, enjoying the breezing is what i do throughout. not forgetting that food is always around because there are nice people bbq-ing nonstop. and there are lazy people like me who always only eat. lols. i laugh so hard last night ! then SM drove me home. thanks ! was worn out when i reached home.

*sweetest couple of the day*

Our zoo keeper !

They were the ones who cooked the food <3

This was taken on monday's night where i went back to HP and headed to serangoon with the people down there.

2010-07-25T02:44:00.000-07:00

have been going to neverland these days. received a msg from :) saying there's a murder at orchard plaza two days ago. hahas. omg. really eh. i will stop going there soon. dun wan to club already. very tired everytime.

ystd was really bad for me. at first everything was going fine . catch a movie, sorcerer. NOT BAD show ~ and had supper with T . things have been well circulating and back to him. went down to neverland after that. and left within an hour ? walked all the way to PS , all alone. it's the worst night ever. sat down in PS for like an hour ALONE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, 5AM ! sitting down there, tearing *omg can you believe it* , thinking of stuffs which hurts like fuck. but ensured my friends i'll be fine. walk myself to cathay at 6. and got a lift home. i duno how to describe ystd. an emo day probably. but ill be fine guys !

took at wanni's house that day . hehes.

Some pictures taken from neverland that day !

Justin , me, Remi (Justin's cousin from holland), ah ben

me and Remi.

took at serangoon . one of the pubs there. was with kim and jon and friends.

me and jon.

2010-07-17T00:37:00.000-07:00

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED ! *cus is always the case.

everything that happened was omg. Why do i meet you last night? what does fate wants this time ? i was so happy partying with my gfs and kakis. crazy night ! but i had to see you there. i had to see all those i've tolerated before. and you have to see something you dun like which i did the whole night ? you had to come to talk to my friends but you hated them like i hate your friends. everything happened amused and amazed me. i really dont know what you want.

but still, bottomline : i was still happy to hear all that you said last night. Am i contradicting or what? it just made me thinking.

headed to meet my hp good good friends for lunch. stayed in office, and went to drink GREEN BEER at boat quay. then headed to balestier . thinking of ending the day but gary text me 'neverland'. woah. and the party mood came. perking up ppl's mood also. haha. calling ppl down like jon and friends. *there's this hot guy btw* haha. then with wanni dear and kim kim, sheng jie and raymond we headed down to orchard. and yes , saw him there. i swear that i really didnt expect to see him there. i went down merely just to party my friends there. and yea, since i already saw him, i talked to him like usual. saw his friends also. alot of things happened. and around 4am, my gfs were already dead drunk. i was still sober. didnt really drink much at neverland though. but the atmosphere there still damn power. raining heavily when i went home ;(

Neverland :)

Our green beer from reddot brewhouse.

This is kinda random. saw this from my fyp mate ! guess what? this is a condom. damn cool huh. instead of durex it's soundrex. it's zirca's first anni giveaway gift.

2010-07-08T01:10:00.000-07:00

Suddenly had this feeling of working on an online shop. Done it before and yes, maybe re-doing it. would like to work on a new kind of trend and probably getting in bags & accessories. what do you guys think???? probably start to work on it now. Wait for me people ! <3

2010-07-05T00:32:00.000-07:00

AWESOME-NESS !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SHUSHEN !

though was kinda short celebration. but hope she enjoy it TTM ! cus we love her !

all my pretty babies, darlings and girlfriends :) it's been so long.

2010-07-04T00:39:00.000-07:00

Awesome day ! damn tiring but awesome !

met up with old peeps. long time girlfriends in secondary school. reached quite late though. but was kind of fun. waited for the birthday girl who came mins after twelve. hahahs. pictures up ! and will be meeting them later to celebrate ahyi's bd :)

IMISSTHOSEDAYSMAN :)

2010-06-27T02:10:00.000-07:00

before i went out. my hair was ready to go out also. spent like half an hour curling . but all efforts down the drain .

Dropped by stephy's birthday party at timbre. i had to walk a very long distance cus ystd there's ndp rehearsal or what. which made all roads there blocked and bus couldnt drive in. i walked like duno how fast. and worst thing is i dunno my way there. i just ask people around. saw one sec school friend. he also dunno. until i asked this pretty lady , who guided me the way. then finally saw them.

went to tdc with a group of old friends. SY, Sy's BF, KL,JH , ML and GC. haha . friends i know long time ago. hehes. it was fun ! not awkward which i didnt really expect cus i was thinking it would be abit awkward with this combination. but no . all are so friendly ! :))

a few of them from hpib

was at tdc for the past like four days ? just like before. one with py. met her after her work that day. the other day was there with ahyi , liying and my cousin. then my brother , corliss, xiong, helen , mq and eddie came down to celebrate corliss's bd. mq made the cake and it's damn nice. cheesecake ! ~ then after that went home straight like surprisingly. my brother went to h20 after that. then when he came home, he knocked on my door to check if i was really back. and he say wah, good good. you at home already. hahas. cus i was out everyday till midnight that kind.

my sister in law ! :)

2010-06-27T00:33:00.000-07:00

After much hesitation. i decided to write this post.

To Wanxin,

Like usual, was reading your blog. Surprisingly , saw my name on your blog once again :)

To be frank, everytime i read your blog. i'm very reluctant to continue reading. cus i dont know if what i will be reading next is going to hurt me again or what. But time and again, i read and read. Alot of my friends are all asking me why i wanna go and read when i know it's going to hurt because it will remind me of what he did.

Now that everything has come to an end, i've already put everything now. In a right mind to face what i've been through and think it over. Maybe you're right. He really treats me very nice. I ever felt so blissed when i was with him when I DONT KNOW ANYTHING BEHIND. I was thinking maybe this guy is the right one. but no, ever since i know everything. i know i was deceived . probably just hiding some of the things regarding you. but maybe i should say fortunately , i can put down what i've been through with him these months and move on. Probably because i've been through too much in my relationships. got used to guys like that, expecting guys like that. so i've always been 'protecting' myself in that sense though i still get hurt but at least i got myself out of it.

And whether he wants to protect me and love me all these while, i dont really care already. because what he had done is not what i can accept and forgive. maybe just friends is the furthest i can give. Seeing you loving him so much, i really lost for words. i don't know whether i should tell you go for it or just give up. and yes, i definitely understand. it's not easy to give up. so i will just say,

Don't press yourself to forget, because it isnt going to work. let it easy and you'll feel better gradually and forget over time.

STAY STRONG AND MOVE ON.

2010-06-23T22:38:00.001-07:00

i think i told every of my friends that i went neverland with my house black shorts and slippers. and once again, i'm writing on blog. because it was unplanned . i went there like shit. but at least with a nice top . so i should say half-dressed ?

lol. yea . and i was high that night. and by the way, it's on a weekday. actually we planned to eat at golden mile. thai food or something. justin,mario,willie and me. then they drove to my place to pick us up. then drove to orchard. ended up in a pub but we let within half an hour. then just head off to neverland to watch world cup since we're already at orchard. then drank. omg. luckily i wore a black shorts if it was other colours , it's damn obvious i came from home or something. and also it was dark. haha. drank with the hot girls there.

thai girls really hot larrrr. there's one hot guy also. but communication error . haha. i dun understand what he says and we only bottoms up. that's all. hahas. but alot of thai guys players lar. so yea. i reached home damn late . like 4 , 5 plus. woke up at 8 for school. and yes this is really crazy. damn tired. my face looking damn bad , not in good state. and yea that was for the day before ystd.

ystd went to meet gf brenda. tdc to slack and waste time . then head off to mario's house to watch soccer. then justin sent me home. but ystd something shitty happened. shant elaborate since everything is put aside and okay now.

Later i going office meet my hpib ex colleagues to have lunch ! how good is that! and probably see my kim kim and wanni there !!! :))

this was taken before going to neverland that night.

he's working and i dragged him to take photo. he totally no mood. lols

2010-06-21T22:00:00.000-07:00

had a long long really long weekend. whereby i had only few hours of sleep each day. but i was playing all the way larrrr. world cup. watching with justin and friends over at mario house.

Friday mahjong, sat sunday mario house.

ystd monday, went to school and attended BY2's concert. wasnt really high. just went there to see see. then headed to meet justin.

hugo :)

2010-06-20T01:34:00.000-07:00

Third day of the publicizing the pageant. At fareast this time ! The event was kinda more grand than the one at hougang cus of the location probably. orchard somemore on a weekend surely more crowded. but somehow they dressed more grand ystd. all with gowns. so yea. of course this time round. my dear girl's different cliques all came down to support her.

Her poly clique, secondary school, family, boyfriend's family, and of course US (brenda,eralin,felicia, jiang he and me! :)

then went to tdc to slack at around 10pm. before that had dinner after the thing end. then shopped around. took neoprint. omg this ah. hahas. secondary school girl's stuff. now we are turning 20 and still doing this. but it's kinda sweet to have girlfriends coming up with ideas like this suddenly <3 love them all. saw boon leong over at cine. lol. he damn funny like before. call him across from the escalator. he was at the other end . but he thought is some speaker playing music. it took him damn long to realise it was us . then walked over and explained. damn joker. lol. then after that saw amanda ! all from bendemeer man. lols.

cab down to tdc till around 130am. then went over to mario's house to meet Justin and friends to watch world cup. thankfully there's food cus i was soooosooooo hungry in the middle of the night. and the nasi briyani was nice ah. so thanks mario :) then justin sent me and willie home at around 5 plus 6. and now here i'm awake at 430pm blogging about ystd ! :)

brenda & me

brenda, me , jh

fel, eralin, angela, me, brenda

jh, fel , eralin, angela, brenda. me

2010-06-17T18:28:00.000-07:00

i need to rant it all out man. i hesitated and now i decided to blog about it.

damn pissed. early in the morning . screwed morning to be exact. some shit to clear left by an idiot. omg man. he left me with a bad night and now i have to clear some misunderstanding FOR HIM AGAIN ! this is crazy man. this is torturing ok. what the fuck man. really.

dont always think you're so right to say you have nothing wrong, you're so pathetic to be left alone. you're so innocent that you can blame it on others after all these happened. and bla bla bla. ok. you're not only hurting yourself but you got three people to be into this shit ok. can you please please please dont do anything more childish already. i'm already disgusted by your doings eh. you know ? omg. speaking of this reminds me of all the words you said last night ! this is totally not ok. talk to me about how much you love me and do the other thing on another hand ? omg. you suck. can we just end things nicely ? all the while i never had this word running in my mind to describe us. but now , after all i see , what you do, 'impossible' is the word ok. really. i had enough of you !

enough of ranting . i'm super hungry now. will continue with this post later !

oh yes a lil bit abit last night. went to meet justin for dinner. it's been so long since we eat together. i mean as in like after so much things happen. we finally met for dinner. met hugo also ! the dog damn cute. didnt play with him for long cus just drop by to get the car key. short night. but at least nothing bad happened until another person screw it. but still, thanks J :)

2010-06-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

WAS SUPER BORED TODAY !

reached school late ! fypj sucks. i havent see my teacher since the very first week. and now's week 3. omg. when he's here, i'm not here. when i'm here, he wil be either in lectures/mc/or dunno busy with what. ended school at 6. then walked to mrt together with friends. actually wanted to go out with jon. but a bit weird ah. both of us. so we headed home first. but i ended going to bugis. lols . bought nail polish, accessories,etc. Met one of my primary school friend , chatted awhile then went home.

Lil' pictures.

light too bright. lols. no lar. actually i was paiseh. so i gave a spastic look.

dunno what he doing with the cigar also.

2010-06-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

Day 2 ;) went to hougang point again :) my girl looks so pretty today. then tdc to slack. 11 plus then go home already ;) that's about ystd :)

a day i never expect ;)

woah i tell you this baby girl. she is damnnnnnnnnn cute ok.

brenda & me <3

2010-06-12T23:29:00.000-07:00

YSTD was filled with good and bad. shant elaborate more about the bad part cus ystd was meant to be a celebration.

It's also a night whereby everything became so clear. So clear my thoughts are straightened.

I've been aimlessly wandering around for the past few months. and it's really hell ok. But now it's much better. i see directions slowly appearing.

Ystd i was at this beauty pangeant for the plus size people !!!! IT'S REALLY AMAZING OK ! they are super confident. and some are really really pretty. They shine ok, i'm not exaggerating. PRETTIEST OF ALL , MY GIRLFRIEND . ANGELA KOH. and that is the reason why i'm there for ok. SUPPORT ALL THE WAY ! GOGOGOGO~!!! then followed by TDC = drunk again. i was dead drunk. vomitted twice at tdc. and went home with my brother. ( I was so emotional ystd, i cried while hugging my brother) and yes the price i paid for all these good was to LOSE SOMEBODY. i 'hope' i feel it worthwhile.

Pictures ! i'll post the ones at the pangeant first.

SHE IS THE PRETTIEST ok ! In my heart, she already won.

An unexpected supporter. lols.

My girlfriends <3

And this is my girlfriend !

Left. The youngest contestant. younger than me one year . 19 .

The one on the right is the one i find her really pretty. she even appears in media. she looks really pretty in real life.

The Pink one was the host of the day.

2010-06-11T10:26:00.000-07:00

For the past week, my emotions were extreme ! i don't know how to describe.

Fly to heaven and down to hell.

Good days are magical , bad days are sucky to the core.

whereby you wouldnt know what to do, when to start and where to go.

Was out with my long time friends last night. They are really nice people. They know that i was feeling down, accompanied me to kbox. actually went for the IT fair but i was too late. dilly dally at home like usual. and reached suntec at around 830 where IT fair closes at 9. So we were in starbucks chatting and then to long john for their dinner. and then kbox. pictures damn ugly that night. soo.. yea. no pictures. or maybe a few.

erm, i was out with J the other day.

2010-06-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

Another night out !!

Boat Quay then Neverland :)

didnt stay till closing though. but something happened which was damn funny. hahas. there were a group of guys who came up to talk to us there. and the atmosphere was quite funny though. hahas. somemore one of the guy quite shy. and maybe plus we drank a bit and was tipsy, we continued the conversation and drank with them of course. No harm making new friends. They are not those ah beng type. but working adults that kinda. so yea... then when i think of that night, i still find it funny. hahas. but glad that J***** was there with me so i kind of control myself when he started to get piss with me. hahas. but anyway. we had a great night.

i'll be meeting felicia and ahyi later !!! :))

look at my face. tipsy already ! LOL.

this was taken another day going to neverland too !

The girls that night !

2010-06-02T04:01:00.000-07:00

**Pardon me for my fucking language**
some people just need these words to describe them. so yea.

Dont fucking say you love me when just seeing you reminds of all the fucked up things you did. all the lies you used to cover up your previous lies.

Seeing you sucks. I want nothing to do with you anymore. You get me ?

Don't push all the blame to me when everything which happened was after what you did. I may have my wrong doings, but what? all after you. Thanks.

whatever , i don't fucking feel remorseful. You should !

For goodness sake, if i had known i was known as the third party by the other party, i would not fucking 'snatch' you away. i wouldnt have to right? you know it clearly. i don't need to. you fucking started everything when you had somebody waiting for you ? omg . Come on.

Are you a fucker or what.

OMG, you still told the girl you going settle things with me and go back to her? omg, no need to settle man. what's there to settle. i dont even know her existence. tell me straight man. i will dump you straight. telling her dont contact before you go kl study? omg , you're not even planning to study there. when you know i would most probably wont be able to accompany you there. so you asked her to go with you ? oh god. there's like too much to list lar. if i gonna continue it would be a story writing competition. just that this happens in real life.

you know i'm not that kind of person who needs or love somebody very badly. so, yea. it wont kill me.

Yea, you said you know very clearly where you stand in my heart. Correct, when you still mean somebody to me. but now, fucking hell NO ! If i still had you in my heart, that's stupid. Fortunately, i don't give a damn now. if not i'll be stupid.

Now you came back denying all the truth, dumping somebody one side, and push all the blame on me and the guy who always stand by me. AND, look what's the situation now. you blame me for replying him ? Come on, he never even said a single thing about you when he clearly knows that love is like this. This is love ok. I'll never get this from you. all you do is to come crying telling me all sorts of nonsence. and reminding me how true we were in the past? oh come on, and now what ? telling me what sort of girl your girl is ? telling me whatever she say is not true. hahas. this is funny ok. and i wont fall for it.

Last but not least, if you've asked if i ever regret being with you. No, i never regret. because i have to get over you to meet my true one. Be glad that you're over.

I'M OVER YOU !

2010-05-27T23:01:00.001-07:00

And continuing from my last post.

So i went to forum to eat. California pizza kitchen at orchard ! :)

This was taken at salon after hair was dyed and temp perm.

Not my boyfriend ! somebody who brings me to good food ! :)

Had sushi teh the other day ! Damn nice !

This is superb!

幸福不是必然的, 是给懂得*珍惜和知足*的人。。

我最细心的听众。。

开心的家人。。

我的爱情像一场戏。。

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幸福不是必然的, 是给懂得珍惜和知足的人。。